hey...welll now that revisions r  over...the next set of 'em start on march 2nd...thats our boards...!!!  i think i'm kinda ready for them...the revisions were pretty ok...tho science kinda sucked. aneway, i bunked the Comp. Sci exam. i refuse to write some stupid pre-boards that our princie opted for, just because he decided to be Saint Thomas and not "hurt" the feelings of the comp sci teachers, when they find out  that we give their subject the least importance, and we couldnt care less.

today was our farewell party...it was amazing...and that mock award i got totally took me by surprise...but yeah, it was predictable, i suppose. and i can't believe that the Vice Princie, of all ppl nominated me and RT...I actually managed a sari well...without tripping on my own two feet and breaking my neck. and for the first time in the last 10 months, i actually enjoyed for a couple of hours without feeling guilty--god wat the f*** am i doin here? shouldnt i be at home with my head stuck in my social studies book mugging some crap about an inconspicious petroleum refining industry that no one will give a damn about, or some coal-mining industry, praying that under any circumstance, i will NEVER be one of the 7 lakh people employed in coal-mining industry, even if i have to go without meals till i die.

aneway, thats it for now...gotta go back and start on maths, which seems to be the only subject i'm scoring decently in (besides English, but that doesnt even count anymore).

will write later, if i manage to survive... 

N@m 

around 90 days left to lead a smooth, happy life..........!!! cant freakin wait till this shit of a boards r over. and then, i can actually let out my breath. 

neways better go and start mugging Chemistry. the sweetass Shekhar is expecting big this time. little does he know....

until much later,

 

 

 

Is it even possible being bored of being bored of studying????? actually my head seems to have crammed too much Biology today (and three hours of Biology at one stretch without even looking up from your textbook is  not very nice, trust me. especially if ur stuck doing the most fascinating topic expressed with such articulate decency. i'm talking 'Reproduciton'. Like they couldnt have spiced it up a little.) I mean, is it even necessary to  know that 'copulation' means making love  ????  its not like we're ever gonna tell our spouse that we want to 'copulate' when we do. and the biology textbook makes it all sound so damn boring....hell, i bet i could've written a better chapter with a lot of my own knowledge on reproduction. i bet i'd even know more than the author.

but that isnt the point. one thing thats gettin me all worried is what if v all screw up our  papers and the princi gets all cranky on us with the reexam crap? not lyke its possible, since we'v got the crappish revisions going on in Jan, but you can neva predict the princie. i'll thro a freakin fit if he even broaches that up.

its all rainy today----and our freakin comp sci exam is probably postponed to the 30th. this weather matches my mood----and makes it difficult for me to study how people screw around in a dignified form of technical words.

trust me, things can be a lot easier for all of us if it werent for certain crappish people.

hell i'm starting to sound cranky myself. maybe i'd b better off doing biology for a while. will blog later when i'm thinking chemistry or physix....

cheers,

 

 

aargghhh!!!!

 its only december and life is as good az hell... shit, i dont even wanna think about jan, feb and all... therez so much crap 2 study and sumtimes u jus cant figure out why u need to know the locations of coal mines in India (like you're ever gonna actually hunt for our 'black gold') or all about Kuki tribes (think Insurgency and Terrorism....unless u decide that you want to do your PG on Kuki tribes, though i'd advice you to chose a topic little less boring). besides, sum sweetass darling teachers (Shekhar sir needs no introduction) who need a total personality makeover are always on everyone's case....vying for everyone's blood. u c, when you're in tenth std, happiness is a 'sin', and even tho u'd need to mug up the entire Oxford to interpret Julius Ceasar, you'd have to wipe out the word 'fun' from you life---for 10 screwed up months!! whilst we spend every nanosecond of our life either blinking at our textbooks, or fretting how we're gonna do in our boards, the teachers indulge in their favorite hobby---setting question papers. They all get together and find out how to increase the number of failures by setting up an unreasonably tough question paper.
After all, they dont have parents to face, do they???
Shit, once these boards are over, i'll probably get myself drunk or sumthing. as it is, i look like i'm possessed by the evil; yeah well i am. since wen did 'studyng' NOT becum evil?
i cant belive tenth std is unoffically over...i no longer have to stare at the black head in front of me, and feign interest during those long, boring geography and history classes.
and then, theres Hindi and LJ that i'v gotten rid off !!
aneway, theres this voice screaming in my head, telling me to study. looks like thats whats left.
until next time,
n@m